PORTRAIT of AN AFFAIR
IN CONVERSATION
Part II
THE AFFAIR II
Besotted & Stupid
Besotted & Stupid
L,
It is weird not having you around... i felt it this morning when i was going to school, usually i mess around with you but today i was just looking in the sky seeing if i could see your plane; Even now when i am online i always see your name and i usually drown you in a million IM's. But it is ok i will have to deal with it. I really did enjoy your text messages in the evening those were fun and lifted my spirits :)
How are you? I know you have a hard day today but just think, it will be done with and you don’t have to worry about it for the rest of your trip.
Ok now here is the schedule
Tomorrow: Think of L working hard with other doctors at a table. Then think of sitting on L in front of all the doctors. Then make out with L in front of all the doctors...
Ok for the real schedule:
Tomorrow: Pajama day for me i am staying home and getting things done.
Wednesday: School from11am-1pm ;
then work from 3-5:30 then work in ... from 6:45 - whenever. Thursday: school at 11am-1pm ; then class at 7:30-10pm.
Friday: I think i am going to Syracuse to Sunday... not sure still in the works.
Missing you and waiting patiently for your safe return. Don’t think of me too much i don’t want to get in the way... but just think of me a little.
Baci, baci, baci, baci
love you
Ciao Bello,
J: p.s
claire was mad that i didn’t mention her in this email and wanted to say hi to peter.
It is weird not having you around... i felt it this morning when i was going to school, usually i mess around with you but today i was just looking in the sky seeing if i could see your plane; Even now when i am online i always see your name and i usually drown you in a million IM's. But it is ok i will have to deal with it. I really did enjoy your text messages in the evening those were fun and lifted my spirits :)
How are you? I know you have a hard day today but just think, it will be done with and you don’t have to worry about it for the rest of your trip.
Ok now here is the schedule
Tomorrow: Think of L working hard with other doctors at a table. Then think of sitting on L in front of all the doctors. Then make out with L in front of all the doctors...
Ok for the real schedule:
Tomorrow: Pajama day for me i am staying home and getting things done.
Wednesday: School from
Friday: I think i am going to Syracuse to Sunday... not sure still in the works.
Missing you and waiting patiently for your safe return. Don’t think of me too much i don’t want to get in the way... but just think of me a little.
Baci, baci, baci, baci
love you
Ciao Bello,
J: p.s
claire was mad that i didn’t mention her in this email and wanted to say hi to peter.
Love love love -
from a distant land but a heart close to yours. No distance can separate us.
Hope you have a marvelous birthday - love you to pieces - YVBF L
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo HAPPY BIRTHDY MY LOVER
Hope you have a marvelous birthday - love you to pieces - YVBF L
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo HAPPY BIRTHDY MY LOVER
ohh my lover how
do i begin to tell you all the ways in which i want to see you and touch you
and make you feel oh so good.
…
…
Well i want to be strong for you and hold
myself for you so that when i get you in bed i am fucking strong as hell and
ride you like no other.
I have to tell you…. I told Sarah about us, I had to I couldn’t hold it in… and she was like “good J it is about fucking time. I thought you were being a loser by having just cyber sex and then not actually doing it, it is such a tease but I am glad that you finally had sex”
hahah so you have Sarah’s approval.
YOU ARE SOOOOO CUTE. i LOVE you and WANT you and FUCK you and FEEL you!!! write me soooon
I have to tell you…. I told Sarah about us, I had to I couldn’t hold it in… and she was like “good J it is about fucking time. I thought you were being a loser by having just cyber sex and then not actually doing it, it is such a tease but I am glad that you finally had sex”
hahah so you have Sarah’s approval.
YOU ARE SOOOOO CUTE. i LOVE you and WANT you and FUCK you and FEEL you!!! write me soooon
J: you really blew me away, everything
about you, your personality your looks everything captured me and i wanted you
from the beginning
me: Here is what you said first:
Hi Dr.S! Last night was so much fun!!!
Thanks again for dinner at the club it was a wonderful experience :) ~J
J:
yea that was good no?
me: Yes and i responded
J:
yes
me: I thought it is awesome... You were awesome! I really want
to see you again - perhaps when I am in NYC..
J: i had to see if you wanted me as i did
you
me: See how open I was how unguarded
J: and if you responded in the right way
then i knew you felt the same way towards me as i did you
me: how I hung it all out there for you to
trample on if you wished well that was the start of our relationship
J: but i didn’t wish to yea hold on
me: and 5 months later i fucked you for the
first time
J: sorry A came in. Yess you did!
me: kk yes I did indeed. And there is no
turning back
J: no way. You go the whole way and i knew
you would, that is why i was open with you also i am not like this with
everyone. I don’t tell anything to anyone other than you and Sarah
me: Yes I sensed that early on - do you want
to up load your pics? Will it take long???
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