J: oh you want to hear something
terrible
L: so how
often (times) did you do him? I guess
J: I only
did him that once but he has gone down on me before
L: before he fucked you
J: Yea
like on other occasions
L: so what
is this terrible thing??
J: oh so that morning after I slept
with him xobf was calling me off the hook and he knew it was him
L: shit
J: but
that morning i rode him and came
L: xoBF?
Or Elroy
J: Elroy
so then i leave Elroy go back to my apt.
L: Ugh and
xoBF there
J: and
xobf meets me there
L: holy
cow
J: and I
did not have time to take a shower or anything
L: holy
shit you must have smelled like sex
J: and he
wants to do stuff so he comes in and I rode him and come with him too it was
terrible
L: you
little slut
J: I mean
it felt good but I felt so bad i know
J: yes but
I think that was the worst thing I did to xobf
L: now you
are more steady and monogamous
J: and to
Elroy for that matter was not nice on my part
L: yes can
see that and yes to Elroy also very bad bad girl on that one
J: yea but
that is over with. I am only yours
DESPITE WHAT SHE THOUGHT THIS WAS NOT THE MOST TERRIBLE THING SHE WOULD DO -- SHE WOULD DO FAR WORSE LATER