Saturday 30 August 2014

LOVE AND LOSS - A SEQUENCE




LOVE


New Poem J

Like stillness she swept over me
- enveloped in her care and love
- Before consciousness apprehended it.

She is my reminder
Who woke me from "the buried life".

Intense – sudden
 – the swift cheetah overtook me

Mea Puella – Cor Cordium…..


Thoughts on Love

Come tell me of your love
Does he fulfill your need
Does he satisfy your inmost desire
- for sweet content and sharp pleasure.

Is he all to you - all that you desire
Does he inflame your heart with strong passion
Is he all to you so that you will be all to him?

Oh tell me of your love.

DO YOU FEEL
 ‎​Do you feel my love -
it is as warm as the sun on your face and back.
Do you feel my care -
it is as fresh and strong as the breeze that cools you.
Do you feel my desire -
it is as sharp and salty as the taste of the sea on your lips.
 

Gain and Loss

Who but you could capture me so
And in what rapture then enthrall me
So that I count all my gain but loss
And see my life as so much dross
Unless I yield to your fair prison.


A year beyond I

So now we may count in years not days or weeks or months
the measure of our love

Yet still each moment encloses an eternity of
care, tears, laughter, hope and love –

So years then count little as the measure of our love

For this union is bounded by eternity
and years are but moments in the measure of our love



On Being 24



Years pass on
Time flows by

But you still - like a phoenix
Rise ever new

Neither time nor years diminish your
Beauty

Your softness
Your love
Your compassion
Your care
Your joy

Are ever new

At twenty four – It is you I adore

 

 ******************************************


 LOSS

A year beyond - II

So now we may count in years not days or weeks or months
the measure of your hate

Yet still each moment encloses an eternity of
lies, tears, betrayal, despair and loss –

So years then count as little as a measure of our former lives

For this union is bounded by your faithless betrayal
and years are but moments in the measures of your hate



   Loneliness of Love

 My Love is fulfilling it makes me complete
 Without it I am empty and only half a me.                                 
 When my Love is with me I am alive and replete
 When my Love is not by me I sense a defeat.

  She is often too distant and I sense a loss
  My heart is adrift in the loneliness of love.    



Space Between

   There is a space between us filled by a shadow
    His name is unspoken but his presence is felt
    I fear for his presence - it threatens my love
    I wonder just when that presence will part us
    So then we'll be two and no longer a one.
 
Delusion or Love
                   
Was it really all delusion when it felt like love?
Did I deceive myself for these three years - a greater fool each year?

Or was it hidden love not meant to be
 - so that at hint of revelation she choose to flee?

Such ashes now of that conceived, deluded, passion cover my soul.
or is this delusion still?

Would Pilate know the truth - or only jest at my confusion?

Yet the empty heart might tell me truth –
of love once born - now lost in the confusion of fear.



                                       End of the Affair

Her words sounded the truth of all creation - all life
It is conceived, flourishes then withers and dies.
Nothing escapes this rigor.

And so for love - born of a season - in hope of everlasting time.
Fanned by passion and desire the flame grows ever more intense

But like the tide it ebbs
Flows out from the shore of fondness
Till one time it does not return.  




 
Why did you treat me like I was not there?


I sat beside you as close as to myself
 

I gave you all I have – I gave you all myself

So why did your actions push me away


Your words once were loving they draw me in

So why did you hurt me as you did
Why did you treat me so badly at the end

 



Web Analytics